https://karvellers.neocities.org
Intro x
This is my blog and I will be posting here weekly, due to my inexperience I may delete and thing might be werid at first
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Hey! x
Starting my spiritual journey, going to do alot of things to myself.
Mood x
Ten steps from a breakdown, a major improvement!
Me on neocities x


Moving through this/ 07/12/2025x
Been working for a few months, good money but I don't want to stay here long just hope that I can finish school, now I'm self funded, need the state to reconigze that soon. I am worshipping two gods mainly now, they have been by my side and changed my life for the better, I am learning alot about myself good and bad. Still afraid to face the music but slowly turning, I wanted to be this super underground indie chick/chico but this tiktok thing has been weighing me down. I don't want tiktok to be ruling my mind and dictating my actions. I don't want to waste my life away saying 'lets do this tomorrow', I don't need that, that's poison, I miss my mp3 player, I miss my collection, I miss my drive to create.
A little at a time/ 05/06/2025x
Trying to find my true will, making pogress little by little, still not being practical enought, avoiding the real work I have to do. Mosqutios are everywhere and my toes is ingrown again, I might not get my certificate and its my fault for procrastinating. I just need a direction, any direction that making the least amount of sense to me without sending me insane or keeping me broke. I feel so lost at times and its me keeping the blindfold on. CROS CROS CROS my mind goes.
Letting up / 29/02/2025x
Still on my spiritual journey, learning about myself more. trying new eductional paths
Letting up / 29/02/2025x
Got a job, lost the job, re-gained my spirituality. Looking for a journal with a lock

Holding on / 21/02/2025x
The past two weeks was slow, had forgetten about my problems for it bit. trying to unstick myself from social media like pinterest and youtube, learning chinese again, still trying to find a way to learn spanish.

slow week / 21/02/2025x
Hai again, it's been a week and I did one thing to step towards independance, I opened an account! And I also got a flipphone but I am not as happy beacuse it barely has anything besides call and text, but it will grow on me. I made salisbury steak with a potato bake, worked out twice this week, picking up my first diet (mediterranean) and making goals for myself, but the problem is that I spend too much time on youtube, and never leave my room. All and all I still feel less than human and have no clue what is going on.

first post / 10/02/2025x
Hello all, it is me Karvellers! My name comes from the Bjork B-side song, 'karvel' a wonderfully bubbly with a early 3d desgin feel, if you listen to it you would know what I mean. Okay ramble over, I have some things to tell you, I am currently on a year off from school due to academic difficulties. I am currently looking for a job but no callbacks. I am in a Limbo with no clue how to aligin myself. So now I am in a place where nobody knows me, not even myself.


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